Vision & Revision

13 July 2012

It mostly worked!

I tried to get a sharp image in the foreground and blurry background, by using the settings on the "new to me" camera.

I really like the way the shadows show up on the flower petals. Should be cropped, but wanted to put it up just like I took it. Any thoughts? I'm not sure what type of flower this is. Pretty bloom, but really short lived.

28 November 2011

Cocoa a few years later....du-du-dunnnnnn

Mommy and Adam chillin' at waveside.

Yes, he's taller than me now.

For the foot lover in us all.

Father figure. God Bless Mark.

"Life is awesome", says Adam!

Can he really look like that?

Buddies

Seeking the beans...

Got a hamburger bean! Ha!

HA!

Yes, I did get out, once.

Gor-geous!

Still haven't been inside.

The chandelier at the Vinoy in St. Pete. Wow!

Really!?! Duex

From Adam's perspective.

Yeah, the lady at the sales counter was right, I must qualify for the senior discount! Shit!

The 'Sammy Davis Jr.' strut!

Except his Mama is always following him. I can't help it. I'm his Mama.

Really!?!

Adam turned 12 yesterday. Whew!

This evening he peed on his carpet and some of his ‘books’.

Tonight he threw up his dinner, causing me to have to clean him, change his clothes, change his bedclothes, do two more loads of laundry tonight.

Tyler has only come out of his room long enough to eat dinner and retreat, pretty much before Adam and I had even sat down.

I finally washed the last of the Thanksgiving dishes...and all the rest I’ve let pile up.

At least I’m feeling less like vomiting...amazing, right?

No jitters. A little anxious, but not bad.

Where is my life? I think someone pushed me into their nightmare and are watching me try to cope. Hilarious! Really! Hilarious---NOT!

I can’t even say “I can’t take it anymore!”, because who the fuck would? It’s not a choice. It’s being a parent. What a stupid ass I was to think I could really do this. I had delusions at one time that I even liked being a parent. So, I guess I was crazy way back, hey?

Holy Crap! That’s all I’ve got to say. Holy – Fucking- Crap!

Thanks for listening. No reply is required or requested. I’m stewing...in pee and vomit and my own pathetic story.